dreamyprincess

memories are like 2 sides of coin.

2007-04-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

I shifted. but this remain.

wats wat?!

2006-10-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

I run out of thoughts to blog..

cos
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.......no idea!!

finally got some $$ to splurge .. or rather i been spending my mum $$.

haha... my relatives, friends and student's mum say i slim down! lol.. wanna know the secret?! get stomach flu! i been maintaining that weight after i fall sick.. 45kg for now.. though still not very skinny la!

recently i fall in love with mng. kinda like skinny jeans! damn miss sixty lox!

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i been so fbusy!

damn.. im no longer into blogging..

* seriously.. i need to pass nana the 37587389457398745983 days LATE pressie which i need to pass to her long ago

I feel love & happiness

2006-10-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

its my BIRTHDAY .. 16 OCT!!!

im TWENTY! yea.. 20! teen no more..

i can say.. life cant be any better than now

i feel so xin fu.. with ppl around me.. caring doting loving me!

yea.. and my niuniu.goo!.darling.

i'll never find somemore like this..

precious like gem.

i feel love....

2006-10-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

im been busy till i gotta no time to blog...

busy with tuition
busy with niu niu
busy with schoolwork
busy resting..

arghz.. im just here for a while
and yes.. let the peektures tell thousand words

oh ya! my niu's mohawk is gone...

alrights! niu.. wats my birthday present?!

hoho! =D

arghz....im poison...

2006-09-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

Damn! IM down with food-poisoning !!

no joke man! Its sOoOoO TERRIBLE

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I haunt the lost possession from bishan to bugis.. Yet to find the same.. But settle for 1 which is the closest at a more expensive price... damn!

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my sec sch gay buddy contact me... yes.. he is Gay! woo..hOO..

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i had a good chat with sheri... 1 of my close 1 too..

when u're sick.. u cant blog in full..

boiling point...

2006-09-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

farkshit.. just when im hitting the bed..
i receive a darn bad news from my fren!

i farking lost something that its farkingIMPORTANT to me!

i dunno who should i blame.. or myself

FUCKING HELL!

i was F.drunk.. but i still remember i pass it to my fren!
i still ask them where's my ***** despite im Fdrunk!

and its farking pissed off that they say they kept it for me.. and ended up the ***** is lost!

im afraid i cant get the same **** as the old 1... and for GODsake!

its a fucking gift ok!

and if u dunno.. im saying it once again!

ITS A BLOODY DARN GIFT FROM SOMEONE DEAR!

cant u safekeep it?

maybe i should blame myself for the fcukshit i got into..

but does it make sense??????????
whats the use of friends?

im darn grateful for all the help they offer.. but the least i expect is to lose something so precious!

and im 0.000000001% that im able to get the same 1 again!

i can murder for nuts now!

its a bloodymuthafarkingbitch thing to happen.............

scram off!!!!!!!

F.drunk*

2006-09-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

this week is a happening week!

tue- with the pbf peeps. newYorknewYork.MonsterHouse.Gelare.MosBurger

wed- out drinking...

fri-phuture... Fdrunk. i drank with empty stomach n i drink darn fast. im basically bruised..

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I've been having a great time recently except for the occassional upsets which i do not want to mention.

but

i guess... there wont be anymore?

isnt it?

i aint sure too..

just a lil' bit... & lil' bit...

2006-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

& a lil' bit more..

& it adds up!

last week i gotten myself a nice white jacket & white capri

this week,

2 dresses
1 shorts
2 tops
2 belts

i still got lots of clothes that i have not wore...

damn! i hope mum wont press me for the money! lol

and yes.. that niu ah niu.. wun scream at me for spending.. i guess he wont..

cos

im not spending HIS $$$$$$$$$$$$!!! lol
but i wanna mud pies ok?!

******

im fucking embarrassed on saturday! yeah.. in front of my love..
because of { a.B} ! and he laugh so hard!
i swear.. i would have dig a whole in his study...
hoho.. anyway,, its over.. so be it !

oi! nana.. when's the meetup?! im craving for u!

oh.. tmr --> an outing with the pbf peeps!

newYork newYork.. here we come!

hmmm.. i need to make plans for my study too! being a good n dilligent girl!

yawns...

for now..

dont rip me apart...

2006-08-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

question of the day: how do you feel when u saw a ~~guy~~ old guy's butt crack?

i saw 1 today.. he is young.. aint those hay- i- rock -with -that -freaking- loose -jeans- hanging way below my butt!.. normally guys will wear a boxer with it right?! but that old guy was wearing a "grandma undies" dirty-yellow,loose and torn... yucks.. but still, that does not affect my appetitite...

this incident reminds me of what karen said.. she saw a young guy butt+butt crack while on the way to school... haha.. she was so disgusted by it!

anyway.. i loooovvvee to lunch with the girls..

karen.julia.jasmine.miao yin.

and of course maths class with them + elaine n cindy..

i love the stuff of wat julia love
i dislike the person who julia dislike..

the clique menstrate with great fucking pain..
we chat abt metrosexual...guys.. $$$..
we make fun of people!

its great to have them around..

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i realise that lots ppl going enlist on 9 sept..
guys!! have more fun for now..

***

thoughts are piling right on top...

me in u.. u in me

2006-08-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'll Will Lie There With You And Forget The World

* i heart niuniu..

no doubt about it

busy..tired.. exhaustion..

2006-08-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

i meant to blog yesterday... but blogger screwed! and its damn frustrating yea..!

seriously, i feel perturbed whenever i attend the maths lesson by meenashi (indian lady)... cos she always pick on me !! on wednesday class, she asked me to copy some questions on the board.. damn! luckily the maths lecture is quite small.. thus its still ok... dun that scary...
the previous week, she intended to ask me solve the tutorial question.. but i push it to my friend.. i have not even finished the question!!! i dont know whether whats wrong with her or its just my luck... indeed its very fortunate that the lecture size is not of 100+ ppl... as most of my lecture consists of sOoOO MANY ppl!

i sort of forget what i wanna blog yea..

im still tired despite having no school for today..

i think its all because of the differentiation questions ar... it gets on me!

OoOo.. finally weekends is here..

but..

cant help feeling busy.. with all the workload piling

{no mood}

too shock to react

2006-08-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

lol..

today i wanna get the belt that i thought of buying for so long... then
when i was about to pay, niu offer to pay for me! lol.. i was kinda shocked (but he dont believe lox) so i did not take out the money intended for the belt.. so he gotten his wish for paying for me! wahahhaha!

haha.. my niu's just so NicEeEEeEeE......

so "too shocked to react" the title...

its been exactly 1 week since we last met..
though time spend is not as much as before, the quality of time spend with him is still awesome! lots of fun, lame jokes and eating our favourite pancake! he's such a lover!! my lover! to be exact!

oh ya.. we finally had the BBQ chicken we been craving..

but

not the wisma 1 lei! damn! and i messed up!

cos..

i squeeze the lime on the chilli! and not the chicken!
hoho!

manchester united 5 vs fullham 1

its such a exciting and fabulous match!
4 goals within 20 minutes.. my throat hurts from all the shouting! keke

nice nice..

im tired.. tats all for today!

song playing: natasha bedingfield - i bruise easily

* i love niu niu...

meaningful movie quotes

2006-08-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

The Notebook- i think everygirls love this kind of story

* "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever."

* "I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough."

* "I keep trying to die but they won't let me.......Well, you can't have everything."

Alfie - make all guys fantasize the life of alfie ..Judd Law

* "In every doomed relationship, there comes what I like to call "The uh-oh moment". When a certain little something happens, and you know you've just witnessed the beginning of the end. And suddenly you stop and you think, "Uh-oh, iceberg ahead".

* "Strange. But even when you know it has to end, when it finally does, you always get that inevitable twinge: Have i done the right thing? "

Along Came Polly- u never know.. till u lost it.. Dont calculate/plan too much

* "It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what... when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for. "

13 going 30 - how good will it be? turn back time...

* "Who are these women? Does anyone know? I don't recognize any of them. I want to see my best friend's big sister, the girls from the soccer team, my next door neighbor, real women who are smart and pretty and happy to be who they are. These are the women to look up to. Let's put life back into the magazine. And fun and laughter and silliness. I think we all - I think all of us - want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on because maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind. We need to remember what used to be good. If we don't, we won't recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes. "

Elektra - its jennifer garner.. bodylicious...yumyum!

* "Some lessons can't be taught, Elektra. They must be lived to be understood. "
* "Don't look for your opponent. Know where he is. I'm blind, and I see more than any of you, because I don't look. "

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these are some of the movies that i love.. hmm.. but i forgot the title of the 1 show that sososososo nice..... caught it showing at HBO...

pertaining to the question of what happen to niunniu's hair :

he shaved the sides and leave the middle untouched..
well.. its a mohawk.. which he loves.. (A.A ar!!) thats him.. the vainpot!

girl-POWer... its part n parcel of life

2006-08-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

its always like that.. the normal way.
when you hate doing one thing, u have 1001 reasons to say u cant do it..

i believe everyone find excuses for stuff they would not want to accomplish or just couldnt be bothered.

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im shocked,flabbergasted,surprise,astonish......(u get wat im trying to express yea?!)
at how relationship changes.. as fast as light.. one minute its lovey dovey the next.. anger sadness and disappointment..

im shocked that friend(s) turn single... giving up/lost 2yr or 4 yr relationship..

reason being : the guy just leave out of the blue
incompatible
does not feel appreciated
it losing its magic..

there's so many reasons for one to say when he/she wants to leave...

damn! im perturbed by how guys' attitude change to their girlfriend...
suddenly they can disappeared into thin air.. no messages,no calls or watsoever..
the poor girl would have to wait and wait.. simply the guy din want a clean break up!

fuck! all these ~~people~~ guys!

of course... im once a victim of the irresponsible, incorrigible, farking annoying, damn selfish guys..

and.. its not a very fantastic feeling yea?! cos you will be wondering , the million dollar question: am i still in a relationship.. or i am single right now?

some guys would argue, why all girls think that guys wont get hurt in relationship..

BUT..

guys.. u all gotta understand,

girls.. i always seen situation of girl being the victim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so dont try to argue!

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i admire those who walk out of the relationship fast.. dont think back.. look forward..

and yes.. sometimes i just wanna scream right into (****) face that... u can jolly well forget the fucking guy and move on with ya life...

hmmm! walking out of a bad relationship makes a girl -

1. prettier
2. stronger
3. bitchy-er

its a girl nature... they will doll up themselves, better grooming to show the Fguys that they will live better without them.. its always this case!

and its a good way!

girls will take it as a lesson learn.. n try not to make the mistakes they made! they can get on with life.. in their own way.attitude.. and the key point is Freedom!

-so to all the girls: cheers! n stay stronger,prettier and be yourself!

i heart all my girl-frens!

-music spinning right in my head : No doubt- Dont Speak

annoucements..

2006-08-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Ms NanA...

please dun be too sorry that you cant meet me.. but.. u ought to feel SORRY ar! lol.. know that you are busy with your exams... hope can see you more... and maybe caiyi they all lox..

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hahaha.. im gobsmacked that niu niu is bringing me to see the firework tomorrow! and with his friends! hee.. im glad you invited me! i thought niuniu going to study sociology..>>> which is damn tedious and tonnes of papers to read...

off. to watch lost..

The Empress New Skin..

2006-08-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

its green!
its new!
its cute!
its simple!
its nice!
its awesome!

and yeah! its my bloggie!!! woohoo!

and finally the dull black is gone... and the green pasture comes... i just fall in love with this skin when i chance upon it. it gives me a peaceful and quiet feeling.. which i like it instantly... i was like searching for a skin which i would love so much.. deciding among the butterflies, the originality or this!

i shall say...its love at first sight..

nice yea?!

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alright! 2 days of 3 hrs each lesson which falls on today and friday... im kinda hate missing classes now! i love to ~~study..~~ hmm.. put it this way.. i love the class ,the enviroment, the freedom and the friends... actually i kinda wish that tomorrow not a public holiday!

haha..sadist ar?! No!!!

i revise my work now and then.. practice question and do more reading up...

hmm.. today there shall be no revision as its pretty light and can be done on thu yea.. giving myself a break ... before everything get so hectic that i will not have time for breather...

i like this blog so much that i think i can write here.. every single day..

provided.. i got stuff to pen down yea...

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i feel like im glowing all over... its like a lightbulb has switch inside me... im been feeling happy, love and full of engery...

10 things up in my head that i worry about:

1) i will not have time to read novel..
e.g the devil wear prada, diary of a manhattan call girl, shoppoholic get married....

2) im afraid i cant handle functions, economic function..... and hope my logarithm is getting better...

3) will the happy me.. always be this happy?

4) i'll be spending more n more on clothes.. more clothes...

5) hmm.. putting weight (doesnt this scare the wits out of everygirl?)

6) i think 10 is a bit much for this list

7) hope niu niu will not tired himself too much.. with so much reading, revision... keeping fit... (i care .. u know?! haha)

8) to lost this "power" of energy in me.. ( may god bless... the bulb in me wont go off)

9)................... 10 is kinda too much..

i need to stop worry so much....

maybe its time i read my notes.. for today

The Lakehouse....

2006-08-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

Lakehouse is good...

i thought it would be a sad ending but..

fortunately, its a good ending yea..

the movie gives one to ponder.. waiting

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personally i think waiting for someone is a painful process..
it take lots of patience and love thats so deep in order to have the perservance and determination to hold on to the belief that the person will love u back the same...

the ultimate question is: " is that girl/guy worth your wait?"

i always tell bestie.. dun bother to wait for someone who does not even appreciate you.. but nonetheless, she is still pining on hope that the guy will be back or waiting for him believing in him time again time...

there are many examples of waiting:

1) waiting for the ultimate soulmate(the one for u)....
2) the guy/girl that leave without saying goodbye to u
3) the one that u been carrying a torch for like a year?

there's just too many reason for one to wait...

now, im too tired to blog.. there's school tomorrow...

btw.. pictures

* this one call : dont bother to wait... cos i snap it without waiting for niu...

-selfish chap... niu so vain.. the picture aint proportionate! he took up so much space lox

-the lighting kinda bright....

im dying of exhaustion

2006-08-02T22:31:00.001+08:00

im suppose to blog a few days ago..
but i went out to have supper with my frens who happen to live near me and drives..
its good to see ol' friends.. memories of them and indeed we all have grown up..
no more the nonsensical but more of life and the future......
**

i aint suppose to blog today.. reason being.. im darn tired..
im just home from el's been there since fri.. and im sosososososo tired!
el's having headache n i went home alone!

interesting people i notice.. when im in the train...

1) one botak couple.. no hair for both the girl n guy
2) a guy that is a fag!

this is more interesting.. he was wearing a khaki berms and a singlet.. (like those salesguy inNUM).. he was carrying a shoulder bag(SB).. with a prada tag and some design.. 1 look and i know that's nt a prada! i was like.. hmm.. nt bad ar .. this guy dare to carry SB..
when im reaching my place.. i gave up a seat to an elderly.. and i happen to stood beside that guy... i glance at his face... wow! his face damn red... den from his face n his dressing n the way he is standing.... u can definitely label him as a Faggot!

gay u know!

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damn ... im real tired.. n gotta wake up in the early morning! y cant i sleep peacefully on a nice sunday morning?!

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oh.. im glad i revise my work... and going to do it tmr too!
i getting studious.. and its real!

nothing

2006-08-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

i feel love ...

but i dont feel it now!

its the first day of school and i "struck" lottery! yes! the bloody running tap that sort! i endure my menses crap throughout my first lesson ... and luckily its also the last lesson for today..
who have better luck than me?! feeling such bloody fucking pain!

damn!! i really wanna curse and swear! and seriously i dun like menses and why woman have to endure all this dirty bloody crappy shit!

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i feel love.. cos of the people around me dote,care and love me!

niu's mummy strike lottery so saturday night we had dinner at Peranmakan located at joo chiat!
the food and the soup is definitely.extremely GOOD! fantastic and heavenly! i enjoyed the food as well as the dessert! BEST!

and we went home to catch My Name is Earl! hilarious!

hmm.. time spent with niu is always so nice.. but so fast!

haha... niu's mummy gave me 30 buckeroos, bought a mask and gave me 5 pairs of eye mask! hoho.. so nice hor?! whahaha... she's good! of course not because of all the monetary or gift she gave me.. but its the thought... the thought of she thinking of me...

so.. im happy...

so i feel love ...

{ i tot it wld be long.. i think the menses just kill everything off..}
i cant blog when im losing blood

The Undomestic Goddess

2006-07-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

i admit im not the neatest,tidiest girl on earth! and ~~maybe~~ Niu DEFINITELY is neater than me! he got this disorder that david beckham has... (i forget the name for it). though its an disorder.. i still love him the same... cause he is this amazing guy that i swear..

is the CLEANest,TIDYest,ORGANISE.... guy in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

i feel like im a total mess in front of him! haha.. thumbs up for my niu!

**

oh ya! we saw wong lilin & her husband! damn! i so forgetful.. i forget that macho hunky guy's name! they look fantastic! their english is fabulous! they are so ang moh lox! btw.. they are at carl's junior yea!

mmm... sch is starting in less than a week..
wish me luck yea!

random

2006-07-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

1 incident that make me super embarrassed...

i realise i forget to zip my fly after i got home from my aunt's stall.. she is selling accessories at hougang and i got 2 necklaces and 2 hair tiers... dirt cheap! or rather before cost price! mum got a really nice, short haircut too! and after going so many places... when im home! damn! i realise all the while.. i did not zip! fcuking disturb !

2 coming soon movies that i wanna watch!

the lake house
miami vice

3 yummylicious food that i have eaten last week

abalone noodle
maguro sashimi
sausage balls!

4 pieces of clothings that i bought to pamper myself!!

-1 short
-1 strawberry polo tee
-1 stripey long blouse
- 1 sailor

tmr's pirate with niu...

* my skinny jeans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do me a favour............

2006-07-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

[pls]

buy the skinny jeans from giordano for me!!!!

size 25 plz......

thanks

*i think im dreaming

Do You Have A Secret?

2006-07-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

Everyone has a few secrets... its completely normal..

im not talking about big, earth-shattering secrets. Not the-tsunami-is-coming-again-and-we-must-seek-immediate-help. Just normal,everyday secrets.

Random secrets i have....of the top of my head

1) i blog in someother places when im sad
2) im constantly worried about "bad" stuffs happening around me
3) i been trying my best to put up my best behaviour when el's parents are around

4) i wanted to study so much (for now)... that i hope sch reopen real soon
5) my dream job ( being the teenager phase) is to be a door bitch at a popular club
6) my feet is so tiny that im unable to buy a heels of size 4...

7) im always dreaming.. about some shining armour..though aint a realistic option..but a part of me wanted a huge,amazing romance... i want to be swept off my feet... i wanna a earthquaking.. or a ...mm.. i dont know.. a hug whirl wind... something exciting..

8) love buying t-back,g-string, any nice undies i come across
9) farting on someone's face is so hilarious and its so cool(ok..im joking)

whats ya daily lil' (dirty) secrets u have?

btw... sidetrack a lil' i saw a couple of stars today...
bryan wong,jamie teo, cynthia koh... and the villian in tong xin yuan...

10) i love reading yea... and when im in the mood.. i will check up words that i aint sure about

in the whole of out life, there bound to have secrets that you would not want to share about... be it ya close ones, your love one and even your best friends... those are the inner,unspoken,personal lil' secrets ones kept in the heart... just meant for YOU.. only..

11) fears of losing my love one would make me cry... the thought of it sent me shiver... im so afraid that the pain is so unbearable... i wouldnt take it...

12) i love reading my friends' blog... as it tell lots.. im able to understand them.. more!
13) believing in having 1 or 2 best friends is the best... as more=troubles..more gossips??( or im just too anti-social??)

14) hates boy-snatcher... girls snatching boys that belong to some other girl? im sure all girls hate that yea? especially the boy is yours... i admit i sorta done that before.. of cause eons ago... and i swear i aint going to do that... {scenario: in contact with my ex though he had a gf... nothing more than that... mmm.. this should nt be classified as boy-snatcher yea?}

alright... i shared enough! do you have any to share with me??

Honey Moo-ey 1year..............

2006-07-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

It will be a long post...

I will start from thursday. 6th July is my graduation... finally graduating after3 years in SP. Mum and Niu accompanied me and im very grateful that they were there. Especially Niu! cos he work and went out the previous day... despite being so tired, he made a point to the bored graduation. After that , he went my place to zzzz before we head back to his house.

we been together for 5 solid days! and YES! TODAY is our Honey Moo-ey 12th month Anniversary! we did a lil' celebration as we were so tired from watching the WC final. Let's talk about what happen then the WC.

we woke up in the afternoon and he was on his computer playing FIFA.. while i decided to trim my eyebrows... so i opened my bag and then the lil' leather case.

TA-DAH

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i saw a set of keys with the keychain that niu bought for me when he was in Thailand! I was shocked... cos why i have another set of keys while i already have my own. so i wondered whether my sister put it inside... niu was still playing FIFA then.. so... niu's mum thought the key was her but no! cos the keychain has my name on it.... so the likely culprit would be

NIU NIU

and yes! its him! he burst into laughters!! he put the set of keys inside the case! while im asleep!! he had his keys duplicated on sat while helping us(family n i) to buy soccer!!! no wonder he took so lon9. thats explain everything!

oh my! can u imagine how i feel!!! his mum was there while i receive that "surprise". he intended to tell me about it.. but not so soon.... and i "discovered" it on my own!!

haha.... still im so shocked! im very happy too!!! who on earth will receive a bunch of keys for gift! unless its a car or apartment yea?!

hee... dinner was at sakae! i been craving sashimi for sOoOoOo long!! its a good 1 !

~ Niu Niu.... I love you ar! my good.cute.caring.handsome Niu ah Niu! muakz!

peektures:

~ Employee of the Month : Paikia niu ah niu

~ Our aniversary dinner

~6 months+ ago?? if i aint wrong

~ 6 months after... SALMON!!!!!

~Haha... salmon on the way

~ still salmon!! but we ate maguro too

~ see properly la... its 2 salmons!

~ me la... still got who

~ we love sotong! this grill is Fab!

~ the finale....

WC now! I was supporting italy when the match start off... when zizou earn himself a penaly, i was so anxious! no doubt... both teams defend were so good that its hard to score a goal... the chance came when italy had a corner.. damn pirlo shoot and metarazzi head in... it was so zun! the match was so exciting that you would not have thought of sleeping! the "goal" that italy shoot was a offside!! wat a game yea... it ended with draw for all... and it got into the extra time!

wtf! henry was sub out! 1 penalty gone!

WTF! zidane red card! another 1 gone!

and its metarazzi at fault! he pushed zizou and then he say something to piss zizou and there come the headbutt! fcuk la! its a scam! a delibrate act to get zizou out of the game. now , everyone wondered wat metarazzi had said!

damn ... im so tired! and fcuk la... blogger screwed! i got to upload pictures 1 by 1... waste of my time! so much to say .. and now im gettin tired!

CLASSMATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Graduation!
to the class of 2006! DBIT3B/13

Take care yea... good luck in studies, workinglife & army daze!!!!

its a disgusting post

2006-07-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

* Warning : This Post Might Make You Feel SICK!
read at your own risk

I thought I would have die on Mon afternoon. Damn! I was in such excruciating pain that I nearly faint! I was so giddy and i was not walking straight. I feel nausea and heading towards the bathroom. Damn! Next, I feel like sh*tting! In the end, i sh*t and vomit at the same time. Do you know how fucking terrible it is?!

and

Im not at home! I was at NiuNiu's house and he was out to work. This leave his mum and me! She helped me buy lunch and pills for my menses! So embarrassing! I went straight to bed again despite waking 2 hours ago!I slept til 4+ and had a late lunch.

Hmm.. I think im very lucky cause niu's mummy is so nice! Haha... i never or really been close to my past bf mother. OR rather i dont bothered to be liked by them or i never meet them before and the last reason might be : I dont like them at all! haha!

Im really glad that we are quite in good terms. We shop together,lunch together, watch tv,stay at home.... all w/o niuniu's presence!

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Germany v Italy at 0255 tomorrow!

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the very cute,handsome,good Japanese player,Maggie Q's ex

Hidetoshi Nakata will be retiring! So sad yea...
everyone like retiring if not, stepping down.....

mmmm.. off to do some work

~niu Jia ting

Soccer.Life.Soccer.Life...........

2006-07-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

I got so much to say! But first let me say this:

I heart Cristiano Ronaldo!

Oh man! He scored the crucial penalty for Portugal!! I support portugal by buying 5 buckeroos on them.... though lost but from the previous match i still won 0.25cents! Rooney was send off after the 62th min. I though there is a chance but... Ferdinand,Cole, Gerrard ...defend was just too good..or rather all of them were gathered near the goalpost and it was make it so damn difficult for Portugal to score!

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I went town today with sis! Jacob send us to Far East and I bought a bag in the first shop that we went. It was such a good deal for me... $31.20 for 2 bags! One for school, the other casual use yea.. its a GWP and a 20%! And now, Im so in love with my new bag! Its BEAUTIFUL! Sis and I bought 2 necklaces and 2 earrings! The necklaces were drop dead gorgeous and it is dirt cheap!

With all these purchases, I much more a happy person. However, my happiness does not stop there! As sis wanted to visit Kinokuniya, we went over to Takashimaya. She bought a New Age book, titled, The Power of Now. Its kinda like spiritual teaching about enlightenment and its a good book cause it make u think and become a better person!

We headed for the basement for some drinks. Surprising, I saw NIUNIU!!!!! He called me when i was in Far East, informing that he had knocked off and was going to Chinatown area. I did not want to call him! But, Zak told him I was there!! Both of us laughed!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!! niuniu~~~ After chatting , we went in separate ways! Hee~~ im happy cos he kiss me goodbye! hoho!!

We later met again near Stadium! He took a picture of me... haha ! So funny of him!!

When sis and i were heading to Wisma to wait for Jacob to send us home, i met with the most HORRIBLE,SICKENINGFUCKING RUDE GUY!
The pathway along Mos burger is bloody wide and its definitely not crowded at that time.. but still, he banged onto me damn muthafucking hard! The WORST thing is he dont bothered to turn back and apologise!!!

I was damn pissed off! If I am not wearing heels, i would have go back, pulled his shirt and demand an apology! FCUKING IDIOT! He looked so decent and very (kum lan)... who knows he is just an idiot without any manners! I will definitely cursed ya!!! FALL DOWN AR!!!!

Till now, im damn pissed off! I regretted not to go after him and give him a scolding.

Anyway... overall im still happy lars!!

Portugal win!

Hmmm.. its not that I do not like England. They are not perfoming their best and thats make their supporter "abandon" them. The previous worldcup, i was their supporter and i was very loyal! The 2006 WC makes me change my mind! Still, i was sad when i saw them weep,cry,drop tears, damn disappointed... my heart goes out to them!

The other matter that makes me sad is, Argentina is OUTTA the World Cup! Hmmm... I bought a draw and a win for Arg! So sad.. thought they would win.. but Klose score an equaliser at the 80min... arghz!

As a Libran, being the indecisive me, I also like Germany.

Im so tired...

Damn! The Brazil v France match is just half an hour away...

Should I hang on?

Hmmmm.......

Its a Nong Nong Post.opps! its Long Long

2006-06-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

I really really don't understand why my friend is so persistent. I think he got that "Never Say Die" attitude... towards love. He never afraid to be outfront and straightforward to the person he likes (but i think more of a crush ar..) . I think its a crush because of the easily- forgotten & gotta-new-target kinda mentality. I told him i knew what will be the outcome when he pop that "bomb"... BUT.. still he "tried his luck" or "brave through the trauma" and the result is : REJECTION.

My friend is a nice guy... prolly fall in love too easily ... and thats the fatal diesease!

* If u see this, Dont try to murder me

Im just trying to put across this : When u know it wont happen, dont bother to try! Dont let yourself fall into that SHITS once AGAIN!

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Something new :

Just a few days ago, mum and I decided to go healthy. We cut down on carbohydrate drastically,which means we dont eat rice. Basically, we survive on fish soup, veggies, soupy stuff and the 100% organic fruit juice . That few damn boxes of drink cost mum a BOMB!
Hmmm... soon, World Cup will be coming to an end. The one thing i hate is to see my favourites fighting each other out..(think tomorrow) Germany v Argentina.

I been browsing webbies like soccernet,tribalfootball,singaporepools to increase the probabilty of me winning a match.

I always like the England team, BUT, somehow they are quite disappointing for some of the matches they played. I decided to support Portugal and I placed a bet for them to win! Cristiano Ronaldo is 'uber cute and he loves to cry! Figo grown old since the last WC,still i love the way he played. Damn! The skillful and powerful Deco had a red card and will miss the game..

Ingoring the fact that Portugal does not have the strongest team when playing with England, I will still be supporting them! Haha!

Italy v Ukraine... maybe there will be an upset! Ukraine might win ar? Who expected them to go so far yea? Totti the hero , for bring Italy into the quarter final game!

Im tired.

Ciaoz~~~

Continued Post

2006-06-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.... I think I really need to thank Niuniu! He went to my place to get my spectacles after he knocked off.(while im already at his place) He is so awesome yea! Kinda need to praise him larrs!

Oh yeah! The O.C season 3 is marvellous. I finished it today with Niu. Its a pity that Mediacorp still not showing that! They are slow! I am able to watch it because Niu's sister friend record it down on DVD from Aust and have it send to Singapore.

Sad case.... Marissa Cooper died in an accident! Damn! Mischa Barton is a hot babe! GORGEOUS YEA! Its indeed a bad news that she got to leave the OC team due to her attitude towards her work. Its in the papers that she is often late.....

ok. yea its bored. im bored. off to dry my hair!

Pissed OFF!

2006-06-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

This day, 22nd June 2006 is my most UNLUCKY day. I woke up around 8, prepared myself and off i go to the bank. I was there to purchase a bank draft that is needed to pay for the UOL thingy. Mummy was there with me and everything is alright and I hurried down to RELC as I will be meetin Jen for brunch. I alighted at Orchard station and took a bus. The sun is so bloody sorching and I had to walk up a slope to submit my bank draft (and niuniu's)

Hmmm.. everything seems ok right?

Then u are VERy wrong.

I head back to Orchard station to meet Jenjen! Hoho... we went Crystal Jade for timsum and she treat me! Good ol' Jennifer! In return, I promised her a treat when we meet the next time. After a sumptuous brunch, we shopped around the area.

At around 2++ going 3, I received a call from POSB AMK central. The teller that served me informed me that THE FUCKING DRAFT SHE ISSUE TO ME IS A FUCKING WRONG ONE! wtf! She said that I need to go back to AMK central to get a new one! I freaked out and was fucking pissed. I need to travel from Orchard to AMK and back to Orchard again!

I did not want to return to AMK.

1) WASTE OF TIME
2) CANT MAKE IT IN TIME TO RELC
3) MOST IMPORTANTLY... ITS NOT MY BLOODY FAULT.

So... Jen and I went to Taka POSB. I explain the situation (furiously) and the manager came to my assitance. Haha... Jen cant help laughing cos I looked so piss and everyone in the bank is able to hear my conversation.

FUCK! They told me to go back RELC to get the old BkDraft before they can issue a new one! aGAIN! WHAT THE FUCK TRAVEL HERE N THERE.

I request them to make an exception as time is running out and i gotten rush back RELC.

FINALLY.. THEY MADE AN EXCEPTION

In the end, Jen accompany me to RELc!

its a darn tiring day! and btw the teller is a perm staff! not trainee! hw can she make such a TERRIBLE MIStake!

im so tired right now!

and u know what?

i forget my specs! cos im going niu place and its terrible not to bring it!

and we keep missing buses(while goin RELC)

its a lousy day!

niuniu is niuniu.... and i love niu niu!

2006-06-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

Im damn exhuasted right now... I cant think straight yea.. & I gotta wake up at 8 tomorrow to get a bank draft from Ang Mo Kio and travel all the way down to RELC. After that I would head down to Orchard to meet that fierce Jennifer. Lol!

Man! Life as a undergraduate will be starting soon! Ngaw and I will be studying three times a week. I had my time table arranged in the afternoon whereas he's in the evening. Kinda disappointed... we got two modules that are the same and the GOOD news is they are not of the same timing. We might have same Economics lesson... F*K but he would get a evening class, which is so damn wrong. I rather we have different class then him having a evening class.

The happy and most comforting for me is, at times , we can have lunch with each other. Haha.. lunch with Nana and group will be splendid too!

Im glad that i study only on Tue,Wed and Fri.

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I need a bag urgently!!!!! I been looking for bags and nothing caught my eye!

~ I need lots of sleep too!

DRAW game la! 2 goals la! HUAT LA!

2006-06-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

In order to have a better command of English Language, I will be blogging in full sentence and without any short form. Haha... a "skill" I picked up yesterday from the UOL people. I just had my dinner with family and Im so full now.

I was at Singapore Pools just now. Its full of people and im squeezing my way through the uncles to get a better view of the screens. Daddy and I shared a ten dollars bet on a draw game. (England vs. Sweden). In addition, I bet five more dollars on a total of two goals. Haha! Peeps, wish me lots of luck yeah!

Ngaw! is so bad!!!!! He lied to me!! Hee~~~ After a tiring day for him, he called me up and said:" Hay! I have bet $50 for draw in the England match!" I was so shocked because thats quite a "big" sum of money. Being the silly me, I took his words seriously. We chatted for a while before I went out for dinner. When I reached home, I checked my phone as I was charging it before i leave my house. A message icon appeared and its from Niuniu. "I bet five only la! haha i love ya. "(with a smiley face)

See? Niu Niu is mischevious!

Tomorrow is a big day for both Niu and I. We will be doing eCr ard 6pm. I do hope that our timetable would be the same as we will be taking more or less the same modules.

Jen! I wont forget our date la! dun worry yea!

hmmm.... HUAT AH!

- Niu Kiss me! An hideous Face!! hoho

-Me! with his helmet!

I return kiss to Ngaw!

-See! Im bored..Thats explain!

Esplanade...

tiredTIREDtiredTIRED....EXTREME TIREDNESS

2006-06-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

boy! i am extremely tired right now...
a day @ sim is a real drag.. especially u are seated for 4hrs listen to ppl talking yea...

ngaw! and i had diff timing... so kinda SIAN!

and... i tot we can slack tmr.. but he will be working...

so im SUPER SIAN..

just so tired and having a lil nose discomfort.

aiyo... dunno when jen is dating me out for timsum.... u say this week right?!!!!

btw...

i won 19 bucks from soccer betting!

damn! Im Pissed!

2006-06-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!!!!! i lost .

argentina is just too good!

i was so close to winning!
its still 3-0 for the second half til....

ok i was betting a total goal of 3.
fucking pissed when they scored 1 more.
mmm.. i was also hesitating between 3/4 goals..
but settled for 3.

anyway... the final score is 6-0

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nvm abt that!
argentina real good and never give face ..

okie my favourite for world cup winner:

germany,argentina, brazil.

actually i support england but they sucks for the 1st and 2nd game they had played.

spain maybe will be a black horse!

Niu.. NiuNiu~~ I heart U

2006-06-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Xmen is so fantastic...
its good . worth the watch..
the cinema is freezing cold!

aft movie... we went esplanade to walk walk and chit chat
yeah! niuniu going to buy me hairclips frm chomel..
we video ourself , took photographs and had fun there..

hoho..

bored.. waiting for the france match to start!

korea 2, togo1 !

damn! it would be good if its an equaliser..
cos togo had only 10 men fighting..
no doubt the striker of korea is gd! no 9.. forgot his name.
he scored during the last worldcup too.
their star player..

tired.. the picture when we were at gv marina

im a world-cup fanatic

2006-06-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

omg! aussie scored 2 goals in the last 5 min of the game

and this results:

australlia 3 vs. japan 1

damn! the japs were leading 1 nil for almost 3/4 of the game!
and close to the ard 85 min? (perhaps) Australlia equalised!
thats a happy ending...

but ..

u know?...

cahill score 1 more goal
and another by ???? !

damn!

personally... i feel that the japs were better at the game
the way they dribble, how fast they were and the drive to score...

hmm..

whereas

aussie were so laidback... nt much of teamwork... nt that fast in running... ball possession was alright only...

haha.. n now im discussing soccer with ben on msn!

i just love soccer. especially the world cup!

i heart world cup!

My World Cup Life

2006-06-10T10:42:00.000+08:00

i watched the opening match.
germany vs. coasta rica

ALONE!

haha.. sounds pathetic yea?

nah.. its not. i totally engross and the early 5min goal by germany just keep me going on though im tired. and in the 9min, an equaliser from coasta... man! just how exciting the game was...

and yes.. the final score. 4 germany.2coasta rica

damn! its a game of excitement and kanjiong-ness! especially those who bet.

and for tonight,sun ... ngaw! is coming to stayover to watch england vs paraguay and some other matches. Xmen on mon for us!

i just love to watch the world cup! this is one event that cannot be missed!

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from yesterday shopping:

i still cant come to a conclusion of buying either osim uZap or oto Trimex..

trimex is a fucking 328buckeroos
while
uZap is also another 268 buckeroos!

ngaw sis told me trimex is better
and of course the price is better still.
result show in 2-3months. it varies

uZap.. results show in 2-3 wks
its lighter.

i tried both. but still. hesitating to buy which 1
damn! any suggestions?

0606

2006-06-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

its the birth of devil today
its quite an auspicious day to get married.

this is so contradicting. and that proves the differences between east & west

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i spend some $$ today.
on 2 bottoms 2 tops.
its definitely worth the price as the clothings are the same seen at town.

y not i get more stuffs with lil $$
than
a 1 top which costs a bomb

haha.. im a satisfied shopper today!

-moodless to blog!

finals of world cup marks our 12th mth togetherness

2006-06-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

finally i gotten "the drive" to blog
a proper entry by ME again.

i been spending 4 days 3 nights with niu niu..
its like a holiday getaway yea?
haha...

sat...

we shld be at taka at 0230 for sushi tei with sis n Jacob
but... we reached town at 3++.. and i feel sorry to sis n J.
we ended up having crystal jade xiao long bao.

sale really isnt sales... they sell crap stuffs. only the outdated silly fugly clothes on 50%.
but.. maybe its me...
i feel that theres nothing to buy.. or rather the crowd stands for TOTALLY MADNESS..
i couldnt want to squeeze inside a tiny weeny shop and Q-ing for half an hr just to try out the clothing... GSS this yr does not impress me...

a adidas short caught my eyes.... but theres no size for that... island wide.. and theres NO SIZE. watdahell!!!!! seriously im so sad... cos of that not-that-intelligent sale person.. when i asked him whether other outlet carry that size.. he mention citylink,heeren,tm ....... all have no stock.. fcuking pointless... he shld have say... theres no stock in other outlet too. gave me hop and dashed it... @#$@#@#%@#$%#^%$&^

so we might as well end our day early by returning to the East and sit in front of the couch cosy and warm watching our fav show - My Name Is Earl.. damn gd n farnie

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im AMAZED that the two of us can squeeze in a sofa and fell asleep this afternoon... haha... maybe we are tiny.... lol

im online to check out some soccer score that niu has bet on... apparently he did is homework cos.. he is winning
South Korea vs Ghana..

being the not so informative me... of cos i will pick south korea ..
but ghana surprised all by scoring 3-1.
and this make niu richer..
hohohoho

and im always updating him the score....
hmmmm ... the finals of world cup marks our 12th mth togetherness

Ngaw! Me ! Niu~ niu niu~~

2006-06-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

Boo!

2006-06-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

at ngaw's place...

im bored so i decide to blog!

Da Vinci Code was nice....
and that monk silas(hope its correct speling) was so scary!
he give me the creeps.

sales at topshop or mng isnt sales....
the 30 or 50% sale are for crap blouses..

i hope sat shopping will be good...

i seem to lost my mojo for blogging..

say something and stop for another ...
or just cannt continue...

wats happening????????????

Alright.... world cup is coming!

2006-06-01T08:20:00.000+08:00

last night blogger server is down and i cant blog a single thing!
arghz! its terrible!

last day of work... and well... my efforts paid off for working ot and on sat and sun...

its da vinci code and shopping spree and mache today....

im tired..

p.s . ngaw! i loveee ya back!

Its Mother's Day

2006-05-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

for me, this 2006 Mothers' Day is full of good food.

1st celebration: dinner@ Breeks with el's family n popo

2nd celebration: buffet @ auntie house

3rd celebration: din tai feng with family

4th celebration: sakae sushi with family

Happy Mother's Day to my 1&only greatest loveliest MUMMY!!!
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working tmr :(

off ironing.

bleah!

Moo Moo Dynasty

2006-05-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

its xbox-ing weekend for us...

[ sis goin thailand tmr... sq flight.. mmm.. i skip tat trip cos gotta pay my own flight tickets. hmmm.. but accomodation and food is on the company... luckily.. i din agree to go cos i hit the monthly red! dammmnnnnn!]

no shopping no movie.. stay home n family gathering.

sat, we celebrate my ah ma birthday cum mother's day celebration..
as my ah ma is 89 years old, there are no birthdate in her IC..

moo moo.ah niu. stress-less.. while im stressed.
i hate those aunties commenting or being sarcastic...
actually only 1 la.. she is mean. with her words it can kill u.
so i dun really like her... when she talk to me... i even pretended not to hear anything and she delibrately call me louder and repeat her words with me again...

its sickening... i cant wait to leave ...

ah niu~ stay over at my place..

we been playing x-box games...
splinter cell, juiced.. gremlins...

strategy game, cars.. adventure..

im addicted..

i simply love spending time with him...

its FRUSTRATING to load peektures in blogger

2006-05-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

- We're starting to get use to our6280..

-Bugis Outing..

-OG.with popo.elmum.el

-Dinner with my family

Pigcess me. ah niu ( damn we are wearing couple tee at his place- yellow, dream alliance)

- our germany tees

-silly faces

i took quite a while to upload these fotos.
blogger server is real screwed up.
must upload 1 by 1... arghz!

Daisy Day.

2006-05-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

its movie day @ lido!
el pick Daisy. its such a nice movie...
and the ending is so sad... that i heard ppl looking for tissue.

damn! i just lurve the arty farty feeling that the movie protray.

its farnie. can you actually believe i wore sneakers to town today?!
its a rock date with el today.

both of us dress in black germany tees from converse. its sorta couple tee yea..
its a tee.jeans.sneakers day...

it been eons since i wear sneaks out. but well. its comfy.

today is daddy birthday..
we had crabs.
beehoon soup crab, chilli & black pepper.
strawberry duck, mussels and veg!

nice. and a fruit cake from isetan.

tired. peektures tmr.
ah niu is out. no bluetooth-ing!

Ah Niu Vs. Anaconda

2006-04-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

alright its a shopping spree for ah niu N i
4 tee shirts, 1 skinwear
its a storewide 20%!!!!!!
and im eyeing for MORE STUFFS!!!

there's a couple tee for ah niu n me.
germany tee for the both of us.

dinner was great! its ah niu's daddy birthday
we had thai buffet dinner @ Mercure Hotel
yummy yummy!!

its great to have a boyfriend that shop. cos that means he will pick stuffs for u.. carry ya shopping bag and u wun feel sian or lonely when shopping. its common that SG guys hate shopping. they will just stand there and look bored or rest at a cafe in the shopping centre. and i hate this type of guy cos they are just so plain lazy. so i super glad that ah niu is a shopoholic too.

mmmm.... y ah niu vs anaconda?
he is darn.very.super DISGUSTING!
he attack me while im asleep. eek!
he glide towards me and came on strong. sticking out his tongue to lick my
face!!!! darn irritating. ah niu had not BRUSH HIS TEETH! FUCK HIM LA!

we also "fight" each other just before we wake up. tickling here and there. wrestling. licking his other face and many gross fighting we can ever think of.

and of cos its tiring cos he's strong and i must fight n protect myself altogether.
and shouting n yelling of help is common every morning.

hoho. its fun to spend time with him. yet so irritating. haha

ah niu you niu pi qi!! haha

im glad that world cup is coming. tat means lots of stayover at my place to watch the 64 matches! OoOoO.... another good news. work has come knocking my door!! good pay! free transport. hohoho

New Phone

2006-04-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

apparently blogger is screwed.
updates are not being updated

going out with el. elmum. elpopo
to get his 6280 too...

last night 24.4.06, my tv explode!
and there was smoke coming out from there
i was terrified. cos its ard 2am and i was alone watching teevee
i woke my mum up and the smell is horrendous.

mmm. left with only 2 tv... sian!
cos the biggest tv of all exploded right in front of me!

sad.

its a boring post

went to bought nokia 6280

its function is pretty good.
actually i wanted a n80 but the function is real good that i would not be really be using it.
and it will be darn expensive . anyway the phone is sponsored by my mum.
mmm.. a lil' guilty as she has been buying lots of stuffs.

-study table + chair
-wardrobe
-projectshop hp casing
-blouse...

time for teevee..

i have changed my number. pls tag me if i have nt give u my new no

update @ 1147pm

im talking to tat dumbo oinky el.
haha he's getting the same phone

and wats more. he is getting more irritating.
he make my blood boils. lol

on the phone. ciao

The Art of Simplicity

2006-04-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

alright. start with a real simple skin.
mmm. rot @ el's for whole day!

teevee watching n dvds

my name is earl ---> farnie n entertaining
someone like you---> it just make the girls think!

im bored tats y im posting he's beside me playing soccer management game.

thoughts n more thoughts

y must a guy suddenly leave a girl leaving so many question marks??
y must ALWAYS. the girls get hurt in relationship??
y guys behave like animals?? ( they get thrilled when they see a NEW cow)
y guys are so insensitive n disappointing?

there are so many Ys and there are no real solid answers

its just leave the girls thinking n they never really know the answer.
if the guy choose to answer. the answer will be

1) LAME
2) VAGUE
3) LIES

thus sometimes it better not to learn the truth as it will hurt more. but human nature, really, curiousity kills the cat. everyone wants to know the truth. but at a point of time, when the answer can never be found, they will give up and live with it. that is what i will choose when it happens or rather i choosen that before.

yeah. i sound like so ~~~~ mmm cant think of a suitable word.

like frm my previous post [ Under Canopy of Love]
i still find what i say is right.
but its difficult to learn.

time will not heal you, it just make u adapt to the pain within you.

- this is my random thoughts .

its personal.

2006-04-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

~ its me n my dearest

~ we are the topshoppholic

~ my Oinky turns adult

~ El.happy family

~ candid shoot by me

the fat me. pearl (el's sis)

my jennifer. enter adulthood

~ its us.

i feel so sick whenever i step into the house. it change so much. im really glad tat oinky is also so readily to stand by me. and he really dote n love me so much. tat i din realise before then. seriously i aint bragging about him. its just that life changes so much that allow me to realise how much i mean to him. and of cos how much he really mean to me. he's my strong pillar also caring and will not allow me to get hurt or wat. he protects me.

the other guys that i had met. will not and cannot match wat he does and care and love me.

he maybe hot tempered. but other than that. he's awfully sweet. care abt the small lil' things around me. i learn things from me. he's a neat freak while im so untidy......

he's 1 important man to me!

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blogger sucks BIG TIME. i took 2 or even 3 hrs to upload pic. its down . i must load 1 at 1 time... blah... blah..blah. its shitty.

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Happy birthday to El n Jen

I gotta lots updates n peektures

2006-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

i din choose to go on hiatus.
but rather i was so so so busy.

yea. im unemployed. or rather choose to be =)

first it was sis 23rd birthday. its a crab dinner
with el,me. jacobs,sis. dad,mum.
yummylicious dinner.

( me n el. BOTAK!) (acting cute)

(smug us. spastic us.)

(where is the sky?.seehearsayNOEVIL

(cake. el n i bought) (the 4 of us)

n now. this week. i gotta 2 21st birthdays
jennifer and oinky king.

n definitely. i spent BOMBS! on these 2 birthdays

today went on shopping spree!
darling had a "hard time " signing his card! many a times. lol

the flowery dress from topshop -89with 20% discount

-MNG shorts 35

MNG Leather belt 45

Baby G Sweet Poison 137

My drawing vs the real 1

i took so long to upload the pics. blogger darn screw!
n of course nt all spree are sponsored la.
im tired. ciaoz

the peektures from MOS

2006-03-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

being the narcisst us

guys. its comfy! yea. to lie on the girls humps

i look wierd/

girls. girls girls

Man! Check out the crowd. despite being VIP. we still gotta Q damm!

The contestants

omg! drool upon this picture. they even had their tops off!

mememe.

we. in the loo.

the couch is comfy @ mos

im too tired to blog. arghz.

Ministry of Sound

2006-03-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

yay!

tmr will be goin M.O.S with shan

invites only for the finale of fhm girl next door.

wooo~~~ first step to mos.

no worries. club fanatic' aint anymore

just for the kick yea!

nites

Under The Canopy of Love

2006-03-22T00:49:00.000+08:00

i din have any inspiration to blog.

til now. at 12.48am

im astonished. estactic. overwhelm. shock. surprise

i chance upon friendster due to super boredom

omg! i realise. LOTS. n i mean L-O-T-S

of my friends are actually MARRIED.

pardon for sounding foolish ( im still quite traditional ar)

it been years since i last saw them

and now i realise they actually have a family at a age of 20

some gotta kids. some have none

u least expect those married are
the 1 u expect getting married aint.

can u imagine u urself getting married at such a age...
i cant visualise.imagine. or even think abt it

though at times i will imagine how my wedding is
but.
its just feelin' dreamy and romantic and going gaga over it.

i believe EVERY girl feel like this. right?

all this will just come in the later part of my life.

aaaahhhhhhh... im still in shock lei...

maybe im old fashioned. or i just can accept the fact that these frens will get married when they are still schooling... drop out of school or shotgun.

wow..................

under canopy of love

there are:

happiness
sadness
betrayal
trust
obstacles
love
hate

in the journey of any1 love life, i believe all these elements exist.

happy to be together
sad when having disagreement
betrayal when he stray
trust is needed to be there
obstacles to overcome ( temptation ard him)
love is needed to be in love
hate when he anger u?

girls.... dont u all agree with me??

but no matter wat.
sweet or bitter
live a life tat u want

there aint some1 that u cant live w/o
still gotta lead a life of my own
time will heal, memories will stay/forgotten/fade away

its easier said than done.

so, im learning it. still.

teevee watching............

2006-03-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

man! pearl harbour is a good dammn great war flick.

thru' this movie i saw love,care,cruelty.....

the japs are real planner ar... cunning like a fox!

can u imagine loved one being shattered into pieces.

aww... tats gruesome ..

stop on tat details.

move on... to the main characters yea
ben affleck
josh hartnett
kate beckinsale

omg! i heart josh hartnett. yea. i prefer him to ben affleck
but both heros are so cool yea!

hmmm. bryan wong is the 1st star idol?
ok lox.. good look n great body ar...
muscle.muscle.muscle.
just looking at it give u orgasm ar.. lol

talk to my oinky just nw. he was downright DISAPPOINTED with me.
haha. cos i told me i cant get his winconsin tee for him. its outta stock
oh man!! he sound so disappointed nt just with the tee but me too.

i got time of the world to get for him but due to my lazyness i din get it for him
(at least this is wat he think) haha. for those tat din know wat im talking pls refer to previous post.

he cute. cos... i suggested i will buy him doraemon tee. cos they gotta the same color. u guys wun know the joke here. haha. he say of cos he will wear it provided the tee is of good quality n he suggested i buy 1 for myself too. n we will wear it out together. haha fashion killers?

anyway. hmmm im waiting for 31st to come. cos he will be BACK! back in my arms again.
the good ol' days of our to be spend slacking teevee watching shop eat sleep ...

yea. its a bored to death post.
but just bear with it ar...
cos im a

B-L-O-G-A-H-O-L-I-C
- I took ard half an hr for this post

mouldy post

2006-03-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

dammn! i post an entry on late fri nite.
and the server of blogger was screwed!
it was a freaking long post. full of pictures

ill begin with friday then.

its was a shopping spree.

My collections:

2 tops
1 jacket
1 skirt
1 topman tee
eyebrow trimming

actually there would have been more. but tat heels frm passion was left with the display pce which i extremely dislike. i dun like the feeling of having a purchase that was tried on 15623664382746 times. its was 59 buckeroos. but its unique. i swear u wun see such lovely heel(nt exactly heels...nt pumps.JUST sumtin else) in charlesNkeith or xodus. the other pair was also pretty but it cost 76 buckeroos which i think its costly.

then. prata mailto:session@ . saw something tat i aint suppose or i just dun feel like seeing.
then vrooom went home n saw a bunny being abandoned. damnn! its so pityful. we brought to spca and then uncle blah blah blah then J decided to bring it home.

i short cut the whole story. i am lazy to have it blog twice.
and i type abt 7489739 sentence to let ppl get the point of how important RESPONISBILTY is.

- My Bag full of shopping Loot

- Tat Winconsin Tee ( pardon me for this badly taken fotos)
reason being. i was just too lazy to have a foto takenNICELY aft a day of shopping

- me me me with my new ..... tat capri?
comes with a ribbon. cant see yea?

- this definitely aint me. just tat the victorian shirt i bought online.

and i too tired to talk abt my weekend.

but pearl harbour is a good flick

Mood Swing.... shud Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

ha.ha.ha bestie gotta the same blogskin as me..

aint it coincidental ?

im havin' mood swing

i know it all started wit ME.

yea. making myself think n think

of cos nuting bad happen

but one cant help thinking wat will happen in the FUTURE

its unpredictable.

i expect lots from ppl. especially CLOSE ones

I give this _________________________________ much
and i expect ____________________________________________________ this much from them.

cos its only fair to sacrifice for one another.

argh. mind messed up.

spins~~~

OoOoO la la la la Oooo... SHAKE IT

2006-03-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

daring color .
diff shade of orange.. i guess so..

i aint working anymore.
i lost an income of 70 a day...

and still. i aint saving up

birkenstock..topshop..blah blah blah

& 2 important people birthday. both 21st

1) Jennifer Oh
2) Elson Chua

i expect a BIG hole burnin' right in my pockets

i gotta so much to buy yet so lil amt of $$ i gotten

fri.. goin shopping with mum. n brows trimming
i aint daring to say its a retail therapy as i gotten wait for metro card which is at el's place .
(sidetrack : he told me to arrange a shopping trip with his mummy. n he say MAYBE his mum will buy tat sheer thin fabric dress frm topshop for me. i aint gutsy nuff. DROP the idea)

however. i think mum will be more generous with me. hmm cos she strike lottery but arghz 500 buckeroos ONLI.

IF.. only dad bought tat 2nd prize number. dammn!

off. gonna dl songs.

2006-03-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

helluva fun chatting with boy.

im such mess-up. arghz!

bridging or not?

nothing up in my head

and im extreme l-a-z-y

i wanna fly... fly to the country fame for friendliness.

crippled w/o You. come home soon ya!

ho.ho.ho

winconsin wildcats 1982.. cuming your way.

random tots :

my buylist includes :

- Baby G sweet poison WHITE (im aint a fan of pink!!)
- Topshop Floral Dress (casual yea) 89 buckeroos for sheer thin fabric
80 with metro card @paragon.

- I miss him too... he is so huggable.

2006-03-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

El's Leaving

yeah tats right he is leaving..
for thailand. fcuk! (it make sense to curse n swear HERE)
nt again ar...

im at his place right now..

hmm. as the 10th is our happy 8 months,
he presented me with a card. hmmm. surprise~~

the front of the card read
" My Favourite Place in all the world?"

"let me think where that would be...

...well, any place you care to name...

...as long as you're with me" (the inner part)

of course he wrote more stuffs that are only meant for me to know.
nt to be say in this public blog..

well... his 21st birthday will be coming soon... so its time for me to plan wat to buy. and
now i mean a REAL SURPRISE. i hope i will make u cry on tat day... he hehe (im evil.)

its such a headache. but at least i gotta a rough idea wat to buy n of course more stuffs that are of significant sincerity.

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im accepted by sim.
tats mean if el accepted we will be going to the same school..
diff course....

for now. i will try to save as much$$ tats meant for my expenditure when sch starts.

a distant cousin of mine is migrating to canada. and i guess my cousin wld soon to be migrating too. hai~~~

nah. happy time. because.....

there is a possibilty of me going thailand with El and his Family.
tats mean.... A BIG SHOPPING SPREE!!!!!!!!!!! yippee..

this post is bored. so am i

2006-03-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

In A Rush

-Keychain of my name

Pencil case with engraving

Ta-dah... Hugo Boss Pure Purple

new fragrance of hugo. yet to launch in sg dept store.
its bought at the dfs@changi airport

there still aLV purse. all given by my dearest el boy

i been busy n lazy to update my blog!
cos all the time are given to my darling who is flying AGAIN. on sun morning

he been 'uber sweet. fetching me to his hse aft i knock off tmr.
hmmm. w/o being asked.
im rushing off. so i need to cut short lots tt i intend to say.
will be back soon. til then.

almost forget! hows nana itp?

last but nt least.....

My NEW found Love....
shit the file too big for uploading.

pls wait for next ard then/. tata...

2006-02-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

guilt.

oh yea.. im finally here again. i been working so hard. yay! u know
to earn lots $$$. work O.T. work on sat and even sun.

naturally. by the end of the day i would be so so so tired. and bed is the only thing i thought of.
yet i gotta call el everyday day at 11...

okay... here it comes..

dunno which day, in the morning he call and talked to me. happily chatting and stuffs. and he ask me to call him at ten in the night. so i dial the no exactly at ten. damm. he din on his phone. alright nvm. i try again on ten thirty and subsequently at 11. the phone is still OFF.
I gave up and watch tv. he call me ard 12. and i was piss. cos i try to reach him so many times and til now he call. he gave me a miss call. so i call him back.
shyt! there was some connection problem. so i try. to no avail. he called again. i was so damn piss by then. so i talk to him with so much irritant and he knew i was piss. i yell n said i will call him.

he too was angry. he told me tat he was shopping at the canteen buying stuffs for my sis. and it was so noisy there tat he dun wanna talk as it would waste my $$. and its not like in sg, im able to call him anytime. he was a lil' angry with me for nt being understanding. and he say : " in order to talk to you. i got to wait for one bloody hr ALONE. downstair(i dunno where) to charge my handphone and this is wat i got." i realise my mistake upon hearing that. and i "hong" him.

haha. and we start our nonsense again. hoho.

he will be back soon. yay! hmm.. like tat lox.

and he say we will go fishNco. hang out. hang in.
wahahaha. and we do stuffs to irritate each other. haha
i cant wait.

cos we gonna exchange gift on the NIGHT tat he is back. i wld be at his house waiting for him =)

sidetrack a lil' i got cuuuutte fotos to upload. of cos nt mine. but two lil' darlings.
shyt! my t5 is totally flat!. dammn

2006-02-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

updated from previous post

alright. Oinky is getting better day by day!
i bet he sure lose weight cos the food simple sucks .

yippee! he gonna buy me stuff from thailand. hoho

and he is going to buy me the latest hugo boss fragrance
which is not launch in singapore yet. haha

i aint materialistic. but when u receive gifts from loved ones.
of cos you will be 'uper Happy.

and i just wish me to come back sooner.

haha.. he ask me wait at his house. so when he midnight come back can see him le.
and the surprise gift that i gonna give him.

peeps... wait til i upload more photos ok?

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tmr is ty,clara,claire,keno,yr & zul BIG DAY.
best-est luck =)

i got a class with so many diff personalities.
haha. farnie ppl. fun. they love to tok cock.
but hor. the guys too SE(lecher) cos they lurve to go
tock kong(i hope im right) to find porn clip.
btw. i have nt yet download the NYP clip that have been send to me,
haha i ask them to send the clip. cos i wanna see the girl face n guy face.
but in sch they show me le.. pretty girl n quite nice guy. hai~~~
too bad. in order not to sin. i will delete the clip that i have.

i wanna be a good person.
i wanna be kind
i wanna be helpful
i wanna be less-imperfect.
i just wanna be a better girl.

i do not want to sin.

so i been giving up my seats to elderly.
pls tag me to give more suggestions on doing good deeds.

2006-02-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Oinky King In Thailand

i miss el so much. im worried abt him. cos he is still sick n weather over there is bad! shall call him later to talk to him. i gotta a surprise for him when he is back! haha... hmmm. things between us are getting better each n everyday. im so glad to be with him. and i can feel the love he has for me. yay! cant describe here and of cos this is a public blog !! hmmm. times flies. we are together for like 7months+ hitting 8. relationship with is mummy is GREAT! i can lunch and dine and shop with her. all by myself. w/o el. haha and i stay over there w/o el. cos no choice send him off to thailand and went over his hse to stay cos i left my phone there. aiya. i just love everything now. yah!
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i gotta graduate soon. i cant wait to study. cos i will be studying what i love and keen on. for now. i gotta earn $$$$$$$$. $$$= work. arghz!

im tired. off

2006-02-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

fcuk. im pissed nw. with TP! send wrong things to me den hw i do the manual
arghz!! he dun understannd the simple instructions i told him.. hai~~

nvm. i shall rush it on sunday nite! arghz!!!!!
meaning, i would be deprive of sleep!

oh ya! on thurs, i met oinky darling at bugis
he SURPRISE me. he bought me the Memoirs of A Geisha book!
i was planning to buy it on my own at kino when i meet him.

he was standing at QB House den i saw him, holding a bag wiht tat book.

haha i was super HAPPY!. he was 'uber sweeet.

i love him. to bits n pieces

2006-01-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

- Lunar New Year - yearoftheDog

yesterday.. oinky n i went suntec.

he bought the $$123Topman Shirt. its imported!! from London
its darn cool. and he look damn good in it!
whee~~

i collect the Engineered Skirt frm Levis. tat cost sister 119.50
for less than 50m of fabric.

Ooo. and i bought a crown sequin.glitter tee.
mind u ! its IMPORTED. alright!! i stress tat IMPORTED.
and its a lil' costly for a tee...

and for nw. i gotta bathe n head down to gong gong hse for reunion dinner

yipee!! gonna wear NEWNEW NEW CLOTHES!! yay!

2006-01-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

oOoO. 4 more days to CNY

alright. hmm.though im older nw, new yr seems of lil' significance.
nonetheless. im excited. becos... of the clothes i gonna wear.
haha =)

im happy. a good start of 2006. though towards end of 2005. there were unhappiness.
im glad its over and the year start is good.

i chance upon a friend's blog. we dont contact anymore. or rather we know each other but din contact at all. cos at tat time she hate me for being her friend's gf. and now. she hate tat gf. for being with her bfNOW. though she did mean stuff to me. but seeing her in misery does not make me any happy. i pity her. she spend her youth with tat guy. i do nt know wats exactly happened thus im aint in da position to comment. but i guess wierd ppl are ard.

my classmates think tat its wierd to be with ya frd's ex gf or bf. and i agree with them. i din tell them abt this story. somehow they also know of frd tat do tat. we dun say much. but we cant help discussing abt such stuffs.

its a chilly nite. so cold.and im down with bad throat and runnie nose.

OoOoback to cny! yay! this year im gonna gamble!! hoho
my cny plan shld be like this:

chu yi(1st day)- el maybe coming to gonggong place to bainian. aft tat off to marinabay for the cny dunno wat event la.. chun dao he pan. izzit?

chu er n san- bai nian? gamble at el po po place ar? i also gt no idea. but i hate to go back to sch for presentation . fcuk it larrs. this dampen my mood! arghz

im wanna wish people/friend/family

A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Have a WANG WANG NIAN!

woof!

get more hong baos

2006-01-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

Memoirs Of A Geisha

this show is good. it reveal the reality.the truth of girl "fighting"
betrayal.jealousy.wickedness.being the ONE.......

it portray how nasty one can be when they wanna stay "there"
its good. goodplot.goodactress.niceflow.

its make one think of one of the "oldest" culture in japan

hmmm... given another change i would watch tat movie all over again =)

yay! shopping on fri.masking on fri.swensen on fri. El's

im tired. i been tidying my wardrobe.drawers.my clothes........
worn out. gotta mop da floor.. blah..blah..

im happy.as for life it is now

2006-01-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

- Shopping Spree...

wow.exhausted.broke.DEADBROKE

bonia bag for mum
chomel bag for me
levis superlow waist 599
the body shop lip balm

though the quantity is lil' .
the amt is HUGE.

im too lazy to take photos of splurge!

ciaoz

2006-01-23T00:09:00.000+08:00

- Can You Spot Me?

Pls tell me where am i

2006-01-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

- Piggy Out. OInky is my middle name.

ibeenbloggingrecentlyyea!

cosimboredtodeathar.

hmmmsoontobeweekend.

imsoglad.

AIisback.watchithmmmgottafewgdones.
maybeanotherkellyclarksontobe.

imwaitingforLOSTtobebackduringmar.
anddesperatehousewivestobeback6febifiaintwrong =)

pardonmeifudununderstandcosimsimplytolazytospacebarmysentence

itssugarhoneycoatedchocoholicfondu actionsthatyadone.

itotallyappreciate =)

oppsy.icraveforshoppingspreentagain.heewouldbefufillthissaturdayyea!

-Anachronistic- awordadaykeepmesmarterbydays

2006-01-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

- Dilemma.Confused.Lost.Wat-ever

Belgian chocolate today with nana.

saw a couple of heels from charles n keith

i gotta a love n hate relationship with ck

some pretty nice heels but its so common

now im in love with X.odus.

aiya. headache ar.! im dry now! $$ out. nutin in

but wat drive everyone crazy now is---- our future

n i hate to mention it over n over again

old skool'

2006-01-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

nt again. i went to chinatown once again.

i discover a cool shop. Da Zhong Guo

tat sell Nian Gao. which is real tradition!

the paperbag is real nice. very 60s..

Ooooo i love vintage. old skool' stuff!

- one of the pre-chinatown peekture. with T5!

2006-01-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

OoOoO.. i been such a hardworking girl today.
despite sleeping at 3+ a.m i woke up at 10 and got myself prepare to el's. just to watch him do housework , play games n watch teeV lox..

n i did a good deed when i was on my way home... i gave up my seat to an elderly.

does bachelor of science in accountancy n finance sound cool?

alright. i love mylife like how it is.. niceEeeeEe..

2006-01-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

2006-01-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

lookin' back at old peektures remind me of my super long hair..
i miss my hair lots.. yea. so here i am growing it and would not cut it.

these few days i been thinking of my life. my path. my future.
it seems tat the road ahead seems so far... so many pathways to be choosen
but which way would suit you best or even the smooth-sailing path?

no one would have the answer for this. no matter how hard u try to make a decision. there would be no outcome. cos you would never know wats happening til you are there.

important decisions to be made in life. but how to? i guess lots of ppl out there also do nt have the slightest idea of what they are going to do after they graduate.......

hmmmm... i feel so lazy right now. if i were to study, of cos i gotta pull up my socks just like who i am in the past. the full of motivation and goals. who strive so hard to have the finest and excellent grade. but where is the me right now?

eversince i first step into poly.... i changing as time goes by... getting so slack as days pass.. is it because i picked the wrong course or im just plain lazy?

i guess both plays a part. wrong decision...... arghx. tats y now im lost..

cousin can rope me into citibank as she is the manager. but i aint sure to work. there
i wanna try smu.ntu.nus. though the chance is slim or even 0 . but i just wanna try. my grade is just a avg B. or a C ? after looking at past exam slips.

but sim is also nt a bad choice cos there are courses that i wanna study. hmmm. and the cert is from london. guess shld nt be a bad choice...

as for now. study. is wat i want. no matter it is nus ntu smu or watever.

i dun realli like smu. cos of the ppl there. i hate ppl from there.

and i guess i talk too much.

Stinky Oinky, Me , and My Life

2006-01-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

- Aint we cute? lol. Tourist we are....

- Masking at el's . hahz my hair in a mess!

its been long since i last blog. the last few days had been G-R-E-A-T
yay! though its been raining. i enjoy staying at home and relax

on sat we went to town! el bought his skull converse and i bot 3 masks
from the face shop. nice! next would be their herbal eye cream that cost 40+++ buckeroos
hmmm..
sun is a stay-in day. but taking mc at serangoon and mustafa shopping!

hmm. i had a hard time trying to rem wat i done! as oways so absent minded
and yea. i lost mahjong! to el's mum. it aint on purpose. lady luck just aint with me

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deal had been made with shan for cny shopping at chinatown.
movie watching with nana.
and of cos praying session with the yummilicious red wine chicken beehoon with mummy

cny is just 2 weeks away from now. bought a cheongsum! hohoho

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life now has been good for me. i hope it would be better and stable as of now
i dun yearn for much in life. i just wanna lead a happy and simple life.
so i hope god will grant me this lil' wish.

im graduating soon. i dunno which road shld i choose. of cos i hope to get into a local uni which is not simple. cos i aint as dilligent as before. started to slack during yr2. hmmm. i dunno. maybe australlia would be better for me. but i aint going to leave my family my love and peeps here.

arghz... decision is difficult. one wrong step and ya gone....

enuff of serious stuff. gonna enjoy cny 1st!

Happy Princess

2006-01-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

My hair. dye.highlight.rebond

wats el-boy oinky doin?

GOTCHA~~~

tat.tat we do

Oinky is sleepy. NOT AGAIN!

OMG! is he drunk?

Yummy!!! Salmon Sashimi!!!

im happy. done so much. been thru' so much

i hope things would just be so great and wonderful.

just like tat. simple 2006 wish.

2006-01-01T23:53:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year

2006-01-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year

life's a bitch!

2005-12-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

2005 is coming to an end.
hmmm... happening year for me.

kinda lost for words. too much to say here yay!
anyway dec a festive month! just enjoy ya!

gonna have resolutions made
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just some thoughts that i wanna SAY! (for those outta there)

- get a life. stop bitching into ppl life
- think before u act
- believe in one chance. and for NOW ya chance is GONE!
- be decent. dun act.
- no plastics pls. stop acting like ya so PITIFUL

for now tats abt all. i cant continue

if not i cant imagine how vulgar is blog would be.

ruined.crippled

2005-12-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far ........
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

3 more min to 12

2005-12-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

great day!

lotsa ppl. enjoyable long chat!

lotsa sales. crowd n quene

and now im having a headache.

arghz!!! im in a dilemma . meeting fav el-boy

or going to dye, highlight n rebond my hair..

hmmm. tempting to go yet miss him muchie.

OooOoO... i love girls night out!

it been ages since we last met. fruitful and lotsa memories chit chat

Yes. the next stop is Ministry of Sound

i heard frm keno tat the crowd is hell crazy.
2 blocks of Quene n movin' real fcuking slow.
hmmm... i wanna C-L-U-B

i miss the ambience, the music, the crowd, the booze, the everything i feel

yay! 3 more days to end of ITP, i aint goin to wk on mon!
hmmm. x'mas cuming!

gonna do last minute shopping and i mean REAl last min
meeting peepz to shop on fri!

and now im spending lotsa $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
fcuk shit tat i din won 10K. if nt i will have a "FAt" x'mas n newyr

and i miss el-boy

fcuk up post with da stuck up me!

2005-12-17T10:56:00.000+08:00

im 'uber tired.

im stuck-up

fcuk it larrs!

holy shit! its 10K tat i lost. fuck it

2005-12-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

my heart hurts!

i miss the 1st prize on wed. i bought on sun but nt wed

its 10K for all your information.

hmm.. aniwae gt $$ frm dad mum n sis

gonna rebond and highlight my hair.

not in da greatest mood to blog.

maybe update later. tata

photo-blog

2005-12-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

Me with make up

Me without make up

Vanity

wink

shawl

scenary frm balcony

this tat el knows

happy !

bubble entrance

nice grown

in suite

more of me

reflection

champagne

spRee... SpRee ... sPREE !!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

i been in town for 2 consecutive days.

shopping spree list:

1) adidas cap
2) piggy-faced cushion seat --dearest mummy bought for me as xmas gift!!
3) disney cartoon flask
4) piggy softtoy--- sis xmas gift frm mummy!
5) AX tee--- sis bought
6) adidas sling bag--- sis bought
7) two shawls-- black and milk (frm mummy)
8) groceries...

hah.. sis could nt purchase her fave adidas slippers. cos NO SIZE!
sad riht :(

i think we could have shop more and spend more. if nt for me ..
fancy wearing a pair of heels to SHOP!!!!

hmmm... wedding dinner tmr@ Marina Mandarian
off. no ITP... but im still working for sis til 3

gonna SET my hair and have make up. at the hotel suite

and now im left wondering what to buy for my dearest 4

My cute and dearest mummy
my most loved by me .. elboy
my bestest richest sista
my bitchy fickle minded nana pig

im happy! ITP gonna end in no time! yippeE!!!!!

tired. ciaos

i miss my oinky niam niam.!! arghz!!

====So In To You====

2005-12-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

shopping trip with none rewards.

alright... this post is all about [ U ]

yea! im going to brag about my bf!

he, the one that can travel everyday to meet me after wk. from simei to amk

he, the one never fails to give me surprises. writing on our blog w/o me knowing
testimonials that never fails to make me smile.

he, the one that always giving.. though i give too lars.

he, showers me with lotsa love. overwhelming...

he, do romantic stuffs...

he sings to me.. in public

he look into my eyes and say i love you.

he is clean neat n organised.

hmm... he is who he is... tat 1 guy. el boy.oinky

Liquid Room..... hmmm...

2005-11-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

Sat crowd maddness

alrite went to town after several months.

bought roxy slippers.. actually wanna havannias but no size for me

den i bought a dress from metro paragon... yay! for wedding dinner

hmmm.. actually wanna have buffet dinner at goodwood park hotel but buffet end so early.. so we went to thai village restaurant... hoho... feast! yummylicious

after dinner we went scotts coffeebean . yay with el and his aunt + cousin

and now.... the unplanned clubbing session. i was hell lots tired by then cos i went to work on sat. urghx! dun even wanna mention it... but still we went with el cousin + frens

Liquid room.... crowd sucks... there practically not a inch for us to dance to walk. and den... the music aint tat good ...

no p.i.m.p
no 50 cent
no Jay z
no BEP
no NElly

and yay even a sixteen or seventeen looking person can go into the club w/o having checked
i was freaking pissed... my butt was sticking to others butt.. brushing and rubbing... girls and boys. hmmmm... liquid room nt for me... no platform oso.... and its .. its.. SMALL!

off. dinner soon

blog-smart

2005-11-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

*yawn* im in da office right now... i can blog cos my boss not in the office.
and i finish wat im suppose to do. its been a while since im free during work.

OoOoO after work im going to meet oinky for dinner :) been meeting him all these while
haha... and yeah!! we are going to shop this weekend. gonna buy a formal grand top to go with my swarovski crystal levis for my cousin wedding. wooHOO... and of cos the xmas lighting in da nite. hoho

and yes. think gotta blog smart. cant say watever u want or wish to say cos ppl will just find out things frm ya blog.... alright nuff. said

A sweet Post

2005-11-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Candylicous..... Yummy Yummy

Strawberry land- Strawberry Shortcake

Pigtures Post

2005-11-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

more pics to upload. weary*

Gifts and Astrology

2005-11-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

wow!!! sis bought quite a amt of stuffs frm HongKong

2 roxy tops
1 adidas sling bag
1 adidas jacket
1 puma tee
4 disney tops
food stuffs and some accessories

yippEEeeee!!!

Chinese Astrology ( Its quite True)
Hi! Zhuang Your character is Tiger and your element is Fire

THE POWERFUL TIGER

Character

Born leader" is the key word for the Tigers. They are always in the lead and are most likely the ones to cry out "Let's Go"! Forceful, compulsive, brave, lucky, magnetic, unrestrained, intense, moody, aggressive and ferocious, these people are direct, outspoken and straightforward. Although they are warm hearted and generous, making an enemy of a Tiger is not recommended. They won't be pushed around under any circumstances. They can be very rebellious. They hate injustice.

Tiger people are difficult to resist, for they are magnetic characters and their natural air of authority confers a certain prestige on them. They are tempestuous yet calm, warm-hearted yet fearsome, courageous in the face of danger yet yielding and soft in mysterious, unexpected places.

Some tigers are full of ego, which is only matched by their showy sense of dress and behavior. They certainly know how to make themselves noticed.

Because Tigers are urgent people and always in a hurry to get things done right, they usually choose to operate alone. Tigers like to work; they are hard working and dynamic. If you assign a task to a Tiger, the job will be undertaken and accomplished with enthusiasm and efficiency. Tigers make money, but they are not directly interested in money. Still, the Tiger needs not worry about money: just when he fears the money is gone, more seems to show up.
Tigers hate to be restrained. They must be free to wander and investigate.

Any rules must be theirs, and not made by others. Proud and brave, they fear nothing and nobody, and will happily enter into situations that other fewer mortals would avoid. They love to take risks. They can also be very hotheaded. They dislike conventional things.
Sometimes this impulsive streak can lead the tiger to regret his or her actions. Jumping in with both feet often causes the tiger problem in later life.

Once a tiger has made a decision, they will hold fast to it. They will stick to their beliefs no matter what came through.

Female tigers are also brilliant hostesses. Neat, tidy, looking totally in control and calm, this is the woman who seems to have everything in control.

Say You Love Me

2005-11-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm... by right i should be in the theatre watching Exorcism of Emily Rose... but i just cant make it in time to meet nana cy n jas at PS. anyway it rain today too.. so had a early dinner with daddy...

i think tat el is awesome.. hee~~ he called me twice today.. updating me wat he has done today.. he is having a great time @ rock hampton... tanning at some island , partying, having buffet.... tv watching... hmmm im sOoOoOoO GLAD that he will be back. of cos i miss tat oinky loads..

by da way... he is someone that is so thoughtful... despite being tired from training, Q-ing up to call me... hmm.. he is just so nice and sweet... wahahahaha. oinky niam niam... i miss you!

nuff abt all load of sweet honey coated expression.

have any bloggers thought of this?

privacy has been invaded by unwanted readers.

though its true that i gotta a blog for peepx to read. but...BUT... there will oways been unwanted readers coming to your blog reading about ya stuffs... this resulted due to the linking of ya bloggie add from friend's bloggie...

its kinda no choice... cos at times i realise that stuffs and things that "those ppl" aint suppose to know know wats wrong... im sure lots bloggers face this problem.

thus tats why i oways write in short n sweet sentence that make ppl have question marks all over their heads... haha but now im starting to have long post cos nutin important yea...

aniwae these day im so stressed that i need to blah all the nonsense here.. so dunn mind me. plus im charging my nano.. so i just write and write and write
Flower Toys

Petals of " I love You"

im tired.. so i ccrap

2005-11-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

is it always wonderful that your love ones is oways with you?

everymorning there will be this couple walking hand in hand with the same billabong . they are consider the cute lil couple. like school boy n girl though they are in nyp. of similiar build height and those cute look.

nonetheless i always hate to have a bf in school. its more of a hinder than romance. and of cos i hate to see him everyday. haha. and most important all da gossip and pressure.

nuff said!

its been a while since i chat on da phone with my classmate... long chat. poor thing

madness. crazy day in da office. non-stop work yea.. luckily there is something rewarding. *blush* tat is...... there are handsome hunks (student) at the production dept... haha ... ang moh speaking boyish guys. sound a lil' hua chi now... lol...

i love this blogskin. its just so nice..

i love my sis too.... haha she bot disney tees for me in hk disneyland and of cos the things she buy i oso can wear .. hoho/

alrite... ciaoz

the virgin entry of the new skin

2005-11-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

i gotta a brand new skin.. its title is in love with you.
this does not mean just with the guy or girl u in love with... thats more than tat isnt it?

have everyone ponder about this? does every song that play through the radio, mp3 or watever remind you of someone in one way or other... often there are memories no matter its good or bad... memories of u with ya bestest ya ex-lover. ya playmate or wat...

it just a sudden tot when i was on the bus listening to my ipod.... we have so much memories... from child til u go to elementary school... high school... tertiary school...

watever is that im sure at least 1 song in ya life represent someone. that is important to u or that was important to you.

i been a happy kid since young . fortunate, not filthy rich not begger poor. life has been getter better. but at times im just so sick of life yea... the bored and fixed routine!!!!

i wish i fly to some clean.serene island for some months.

el coming back in 4 days time... yipee!
some1 huggable is back ... lol...

----steamboat tat never taste so good

-----exotic drinks. cool

im mentally and physical exhausted. drained off...

work is a killer...stabbing me bit by bit. haha

bloody busy with the so many-big-scale projects.

i needa rest!!! tata... i used half an hr to blog this. time now is 1000

Levis Limited Edition Swarovski Crystal jeans | edited post|

2005-11-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

ARGHZ.. f*tub

i dunno wats gotta into my ipod it hanged!!

aniwae i gotta a fruitful trip from msia

sis sponsor me a Levis Limited Edition Swarovski Crystal jeans actually wanna buy it myself but... haha she just dotes on me lots...

a reef bag tat i bought on my own .... h,mmm... and soon a roxy slips

sis also buying square cut jeans soon.. wee~~ haha another pair tat we can share

alright bon voyage to sis who will be going hongkong

and of cos bad mood nw. ciaoz

aniwae this is edited post cos i already fix ipod so i got lots time to update now.. im friggin' tired but im charging tat ipod of mine so just have to wait. hmm.. i trying to get use to blogging everything... one whole chunk rather den short and aint detailed post like previous. last week i also manage to catch Just Like Heaven.. quite a nice one.... typical love story... i hope to catch emily rose and harry potter for the next few weeks...

how i wish i can graduate asap... i need a change of enviroment.. cos now sucks big time. i cant say much or maybe afterall i cant describe much... i myself nt sure wats wrong... i wanna getaway.... outta singapore maybe to thailand or aussie... hmm.. i hope i can study abroad soon.. a sudden thought... and i reminded myself of wat NanA and i said....

wow... its been ages since i had a long post... as i typed, i tried so hard to keep it wide open... im exhausted... i swam todae. shopped a lil' too... i finally bought a ipod nano leather casing rather than the rubbery 1.. though i prefer the second 1... but shanie and ting say its much worthwhile to have a leather one cos its much more durable.. alrite i start to crap a lil'

by the way.. sis and el will be back on da same day.... finally el gonna be back soon

haa.. do i miss him?? No!!! cos he called me almost everyday so its kinda alrite... but of cos at times... nah.. all the time i still miss him the same... call and real person is still aint the same ? isnt it?

try this game out yea.. http://www.eddiezone.net/flashgame/Restaurant.swf

my ipod nano

2005-11-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

my ipod nano is super nice

its pencil-thin

light n sleek

its WHITE!

its hell lotsa nice

and yay! goodie news: its accessories is superb expensive

Fruitful Trip

2005-10-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

yay! im back from msia trip!

- blue and BRITE orange ADIDAS jacket.

opps did i mention A-D-I-D-A-S

- one adidas undies and felix the cat boxer

- a blouse

steamboat with EXOTIC drink.

KTV session 3 hrs for just 33+ for 4 ppl

xiao long bao...

omg.... its wonderful and of cos i shall upload all the pics tmr.

yeah... i love the adidas to bits and pieces
and of cos i miss el's call todae
i hope he will call later..

i miss him badly....

next trip to msia will be in a wk or two

and for now im drinking Barcadi with Daddy
liquor with 5% alcohol.

untitled post

2005-10-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

el at rock hampton now..
its a place near Queensland
fabulous scenary.

and yay! he called me!

yeah. i miss him.

send him off last night
after my work.. had dinner and linger there
til he enter the departure gate...

1st time sending my bf off...
nt a good feeling. though he will be back in 28 dayz

alrite.... i will get my Ipod Nano soon.. cos
i renew my contract with singnet... woo!!

todae is my zhutou princess b ' day...
happie day ya!!

nuting much to say...
awaiting for 17 nov

and of cos for my itp to be OVER.

ti ti miss niam niam.

The Nineteen Years of My Life

2005-10-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

though the time now is 17th Oct 1027am

i shall blog like it is 16th October.

yeah... the day where i see sunshine.

this year bday is a warm and loving 1
nothing too happening//
cosy cosy cosy

secret garden@ Sculpture Square. Nepalese food@ lil' india.
CafeCartel@ Bishan. Crystal Jade@Bishan

qualityNexotic food i have.

the gifts,thelove.thecare N of cos the tiny lil' cake.

muaahahaahah...

finally the cutie.uglie.young fotos we took....

Hmmmmmmmm..... n yea.. the greetings from theUnexpected

like lingzhi bro - tall BIG bro
gwen - pri sch fren who gotten married
coral - junior schoolmate
hanna- pri sch mate
jiasheng - friend

and the all time favourites of mINE!
the piggys frm PGK.(pighead kingdom)

may all the pigs in Pighead Kingdom Unite. whahaha

and the last last 1.
bao that oways msg me every year
no matter we contact once in 2 years or wat.

i guess thats life =)
surprises and the feel that you will have when the least expected happens

of cos also. this day. i know something about friends. ya!

-May the 2 lil' PIG-cess have a wonderful 19th b'day